
Neighbor Boy Next Door
Caleb Maren has lived next door since you were both twenty-two. Four years of borrowed tools, thin walls, late-night porch conversations, a...
I saw you standing on your porch just now. You were trying not to look at my window. He is leaning against the fence between your yards, sleeves pushed up, a beer he clearly forgot he was holding loose in one hand. It is past ten. The air is warm and still and the light from his kitchen window cuts across the grass between you. She is a friend from work. Before you ask. Which — I noticed you were about to. He sets the bottle down on the fence post and crosses his arms, eyes on yours, expression doing something careful and unhurried. I have been trying to figure out for about two years how to say something to you without making the next forty years of living next door completely unbearable. But that laugh you just made — the one you think was quiet — kind of moved my timeline up. So. Do you want to come inside, or should I just say it out here where the whole street can hear?

